Episode 1 - Part 4 (last part)
Saturday, October 2, 2010 @ 11:01 PM
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[Sung Hyo's POV]
"You sure you're gonna be fine? Mi Nyu, you don't have to do this, you know that, right?" I asked her... she's dressed as a boy disguising her twin, Mi Nam. Not that I don't want her to do it, I just don't know where to live without her by my side. Besides, what is there for her when she pursue pretending to be a guy? What is there for her when she has to let go being a girl? Being who she really is... I envy this kind of sister... She's too kind to handle this all.
"Sung Hyo... if I'm not going to do this, I'm breaking my brother's dream. Besides, I'm already here. They're calling me now outside."
"But--"
"Sure it hurts now, but I know that someday, I'll be okay. Trust me, e? I need you to trust me, if not for you today, I wouldn't have a best friend." She's pulling back her tears and trying her best to smile. That's even sad.
"I don't know what to say, Mi Nyu. So, from now on... You'll be Mi Nam."
"Yeh, and you call me Mi Nam, okay?"
I nodded. "Do good, Mi Nam." I embraced her.
After more seconds, I loosen up and let go of her. She walked closely to the door and stood there for more seconds. She took a step forward, and the doors opened automatically. There were flashes of light from the media. There was the blinding spotlight shining over her... She's Mi Nam now, and I have to support her in her choice.
I turned around and shed a tear... I walked out of the room... I hope she'll be fine. I know how hard it is for her to be there standing right in front of the world without knowing consequences. I sighed, and wiped my tears away.
As soon as I was outside, I'm blank and empty handed. Where should I go now?
I went somewhere I can see the sky clearly... I hope it won't rain so the sky would be blue. I went up a little hill... It's so peaceful here. I feel so alone, but it's uplifting my spirit that the world's too wide for me to be sad. I'll find a way to get over this pains...
"Dear Diary,
I lost Mi Nyu today... sure it hurts so bad to lose a best friend. Now she turned out to be Mi Nam, and I'd have to support her all the way. We're best friends forever... But she'll be very busy in her own way. Where should I go now? I have no idea what to do now... The pain in my heart.... I don't think it will ever go away. It's not about Mi Nyu... because my life's starting to be a complete mess right now. It's about me... and it hurts that's it only about me. My life's only about me. Only me. :(
Where should I go now?
They sky's so blue today... at least my favorite scenery is before my eyes. It's too wide, horizon's too wide. Where will I find my way? God... let me know where I will be.
"Can't anybody feel my heart?
It wasn't this way from the start.
It's hard so say what's inside
I'm bothered by what's on my mind.
I'm still searching for the light...
But I'm still stuck in the dark.
I was searching for my shadows.
But I'm still in the dark."
Signed, S.S.H."
I returned to the convent and packed my bags. I can't stay here without Mi Nyu. It's a relief that Mother Superior's always been there for me.
"Sung Hyo, my child." She said as I was saying goodbye.
"Mother Superior..."
"You can stay here if you want, but there will always be a choice better than this." She said caressing my left cheek.
"Choice? I know you're always right, Mother Superior. But I guess I'd have to make my own choices starting tonight. I'll go now, thank you. Thank you, Mother Superior."
"And it has come..." Honestly, her words are sometimes giving me goosebumps. But I was never scared because I trust her so much as much as Mi Nyu trusts her. She's really one of a kind...
"Sung Hyo!" I heard someone shouting my name from afar. I turned around to see who it was. You're never gonna believe this. She ran to me jumping up and down.
"What are you... doing... here?" I asked her.
"Sung Hyo, I can't just leave you that way. Mother Superior, I'm going to take Sung Hyo with me. Thank you for taking care of her. Thank you, Mother Superior." Mi Nyu started bowing before Mother Superior.
"Mi Ny--Mi Nam." I hesitated to go.
"It's okay, Sung Hyo." She said and called Manager Ma who came with her. Manager Ma took my bags and put it on the car. "Come on, Sung Hyo. We'll be together again even if I'm Mi Nam now. Nothing changes, okay?"
I was too surprised I just nodded. Mi Nyu... or should I call her Mi Nam? Mi Nam went to the car first. I turned to Mother Superior.
"Mother Superior..." I felt like crying. She is amazing... I swear to God, she is my miracle today.
"Sung Hyo, my child. Go now, a choice just came right in front of you." She embraced me and I waved goodbye.
"Sung Hyo, I'm sorry for just dragging you." Mi Ny--Mi Nam said as I was sitting at the back.
"huh? What are you saying? I should be thankful for being dragged by you." I mocked her jokingly.
"Sung Hyo... Being dragged right now, can you do me a favor?"
I'm scared of favors... "Sure."
Mi Nam told me what happened before they fetched me.
"Why are you crying?" Shin Woo said.
"I'm not crying... I'm just going to miss someone."
"Who? Your girlfriend." Jeremy asked from behind.
"No... My sister."
"You have a sister?" Shin Woo asked again.
"Well... Apparently, yes I have."
"Where is she now?"
"I don't know where she'd be without me..."
"Why not bring her here with us?"
"What? No, no.."
"Because she's a girl? Don't worry, you're her brother, right? Maybe she can stay with you in your room for the mean time."
"Do you think that's a good idea?"
"Yes, we'd love to meet her anyway." Jeremy joked.
"Now, that's bad." Mi Nam said thinking it through.
"Seriously, she can stay here and maybe move after she finds a place to stay. Is that okay, Jeremy?"
"Yes!"
"Taekyung?"
"No."
"Shin Woo?" He asked himself. "Yes! Mi Nam?"
"Huh? Uh... yes!"
"So, 'yes' wins! Go, get your sister. Okay?" Shin woo said and stood up from the sofa.
"So now... you need me to pretend.. as your sister?" I asked in curiosity.
"Sorry, Sung Hyo... do you think it's a bad idea?"
"No... no, of course not! Act like your sister... that'd be good. That's easy... besides, being best friends is like being sisters." I high-fived with Mi Ny--Mi Nam. Whew! I have to get used to calling her Mi Nam.
Whoa... I'm in the A.N.JELL's house. That's amaziiiing.
"This is my sister, Sung Hyo." Mi Nam introduced me to them. Oops... wrong house or what? Oh, crap! I remembered now when I was... accidentally bumped by A.N.JELL's car and I was brought by one of them and I saw the three of them. Exactly... they are exactly whom I met before. Crap.
"Oh, her? Such a small world." Someone with a blond hair color said smiling.
"Oh, you've met before?"
"Yes, on the road. We didn't know she's your sister... There's no resemblance. But anyway, welcome to A.N.JELL's residence." The other one with a loose sweater said smiling too.
"Oh, great! Sung Hyo, this is Jeremy," Mi Nam pointed the one with the blonde hair. "And this is Kang Shin Woo." He waved at me like saying hello. What an angelic face he has... "And Hwang Tae-kyung." The tallest of the three and... scariest-looking from the three.
"Nice to meet you." I bowed.
We went to the welcome party of Mi Nam. Odd-looking people were around me, and I'm trying to pretend to be Mi Nam's sister as Mi Nyu's trying to pretend as Mi Nam. What a crazy world we have entered.
"Mi Nam, are you okay?" She looked drunk. Oh, God.
"Yeah... Yeah..." She said and went to the comfort room. Well I hope she's really fine. What if she went to the female's room? Oh no. I have to help her. Wait. I can't enter men's rest room. Oh, no. What to do...
I searched for Mi Nam, but I can't seem to see her anywhere. I don't want her to cause any trouble right now... She can't be busted.
I went to the terrace, and there I saw Mi Nam standing in the chair in the terrace with the three other guys of A.N.JELL. It's a relief...
